At times it feels like the radio is against me. I turn it on while I drive and listen to it for a bit. Seeking a variety over my CD’s I store in the car. I get one song that pulls up a bad memory then another comes along. It keeps going and going until I am forced to put in a CD or turn it off completely. So I end up sitting at my desk at night wanting to type something intelligent but find myself lacking. It seems too often I am measured and found lacking. I should focus more on writing. Perhaps I will work on my penmanship and start writing on a notepad at work. I have no clue. Something needs to change for either the better or the worse. I really hope it is for the better.